Imagine the distance
back to your suffering:
travel as an opportunity
to love back into
the community of your heart
those tender aspects
of your own world
that
in their fragile essence
felt
the piercing sting
of
innumerable sensitivities
perpetrated by those
who abandoned themselves.
"You are too sensitive,"
the chorus resounds--
"You are too sensitive,"
the chorus resounds--
as if being insensitive were somehow
more fitting and functional
in a world were the threads
connecting our senses to our
sensitivities and ultimately
our capacity to be sentient
have been forsaken.
They might as well say
"You are too aware,"
Or
"You are affected by what
They might as well say
"You are too aware,"
Or
"You are affected by what
you need to numb yourself to."
The subtle pressure to be insentient
The subtle pressure to be insentient
in this world is not always so subtle
Sensitivity can be pummeled and beat into
submission like it were hot iron ore and not
the radiant flower it once was in our youth.
We learn how to be tough and hardened---
We learn how to be tough and hardened---
as if this were learning and not the cruel adaptation
whose price is a vital loss of that foundation
upon which valid insight forever rests.
This is when I hear that other chorus
This is when I hear that other chorus
beginning to rise, the one that takes us deep
into what we know is truer, that,
"You are too insensitive."
We are not sensitive enough.
"You are too insensitive."
We are not sensitive enough.
We need to become more sensitive,
otherwise we are destined to be the
pawns and puppets of our own
self-reinforcing ignorance and stupidity.
Feel....
Feel....
Feel everything and let it fill
your raw nerves with the news of the
day and the secrets of the night.
Feel and let those sensitivities
Feel and let those sensitivities
carry you to your destiny
as one of the ones who knows
they are too sensitive and yet
not sensitive enough.
Feel your way to
understanding the consequences
of history's misunderstandings
and trust that those feelings
will foster us a future where
sensitivity is fully realized
as the essential basis for
knowledge that has a heart.
1 Comments:
I love you, David Jon Peckinpaugh....
Though you write almost always incognito....
There is no w here for the energy to hide in all the universe.
xo
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